Small as a Mustard Seed Wins MWSA Silver Medal for Literary Fiction

 

MWSA Silver Medal for Literary Fiction

My novel, Small as a Mustard Seed, just won the Silver Medal 2012 Book Award for Literary Fiction by the Military Writers Society of America. 

I’ve been a member of the MWSA for nearly a year now and am happy to support our troops in the best way that I know how, by writing. This award means a great deal to me because I’ve spent the last decade of my life writing about war, the military, and the effects of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) on servicemen & women and their families.

Over the years, I’ve interviewed veterans from World War II, Korea, Vietnam, Afghanistan, and Iraq. I’m always astounded by the level of courage and sacrifice that these brave soldiers endure for the freedom and safety of our country. I’m so grateful that in some small way, I’m able to shed some light on the mental trauma that sometimes follows veterans home. I hope that through Small as a Mustard Seed, readers who are not involved in the military will see the heart-breaking fallout of war: that it’s not only soldiers who need our support but their families, too.

What the novel’s about:

As a child in 1960’s rural Ohio, Ann Marie Adler finds herself caught between her father, Frank, a veteran who survived the war in Korea but with devastating post-traumatic stress, and her mother, Adele, who is blindsided by the mental illness that accompanied him home. In a series of escalating dangerous episodes, Frank confuses reality with soul-searing memories, believing he’s still a soldier fighting for his life in battle-torn Korea. During the delusions, Ann Marie and her younger sister, Jolene, become the enemy, which leaves them fearing for their lives. Unable to fully protect her daughters, Adele scrambles to keep order while her husband’s threatening and unpredictable outbursts slowly tear the family apart.

Some reviews:

  • “An intense and heartbreaking story of the fallout of war.” —Publishers Weekly
  • “A superbly crafted and reader engaging novel.” —Midwest Book Review
  • “A momentum-building, emotional rollercoaster read. Johnson’s impressive ability to make her main character, Ann Marie, so credible led to my believing that I was reading an autobiography . . . an extremely good story that I highly recommend to any fan of fiction. Put it on your list of must reads.” —Military Writers Society of America
  • GRANT WINNER
  • GRAND PRIZE WINNER
  • SILVER MEDAL WINNER

An excerpt:

“I ain’t afraid this time.  I ain’t some kid don’t know shit from Shinola,” my father hollered as he stood in the driveway.

In the curve of his chest, pressed tight against the denim of his overalls, he clutched a black revolver.  The other hand combed through the short dark hairs of his flattop.  My father was six foot two, two hundred twenty pounds, and in the soft morning light, he cast a long shadow across the courtyard.

I squatted in the pasture, some hundred or so feet away, nudging the top of my head around one corner of the barn.  I was ten that year, a slip of a girl, short for my age, brown-eyed and dark-haired.  Storm clouds blackened the sky and a cool rain started to fall as I watched him crack open the gun’s chamber to check that it was loaded, smile ever so slightly, then snap it back closed.

Just a few minutes earlier, we’d all been in the kitchen except for my mother, who was humming softly through her closed bedroom door.  My sister Jolene — thin, blonde, and eight years old — had been using a knife to scoop strawberry jelly from the jar.  The dollop was too round, the knife too flat, and her movement too fast, so the jelly vaulted through the air and splattered against the floor.  What should have been a simple mess to clean up was not.  My father stared at the stain, his eyes glassing over.  He pushed himself away from the table with a grunt and, favoring a right hip wounded during the war in Korea, stilted side-to-side toward the cupboard.  He groped along the top shelf, behind a stack of dusty teacups, and pulled out the gun.  He cut his eyes toward my sister and me, gun barrel pointing at the floor, his finger against the trigger.

Jolie’s face paled.  The knife in her hand clattered to the table.

“Daddy?” I said.

“Goddamned Communists,” he answered.

I grabbed Jolie’s wrist, yanking her from the kitchen to the foyer, past shoes lined up in two neat rows and coats piled on hooks in the wall.  Clothed only in pajamas and socks, we raced out the front door, sprinting toward the pasture where we hid at the edge of the barn.  Breathing hard, Jolene huddled up behind me, her body shivering against mine.  We watched our father limp toward us, the gun dipping toward his belly before he stuffed it into the pocket of his overalls.

“Goddamn, I ain’t kidding.”  Softer, he added, “Edgecomb ain’t gonna bite it ’cause of me.”

Jolene slid her fingers against my waist and squeezed.  “You got to hide.  I’ll go to the woods.  I’ll draw him out.  It’s me he wants.”

“You’re crazy,” I shot back.

Something in the hay field, opposite where we were, caught my father’s attention, and as he stared in that direction, Jolene made an odd clucking sound and whispered,  “It’s always me he wants.  You just hide in the barn and don’t get caught.”

“I’m not gonna —” But I never finished.  She hauled me backward in the muck, shoving me through the barn’s side door.  The doorjamb framed her for a moment, and then she darted into the rain, slamming the door behind her and leaving me in darkness.

Before I could even get my bearings, the overhead lamps burned oblong patches across the dirt floor.  Three or four of the horses nickered softly.  I cowered next to the side door, cool air bleeding beneath its bottom edge.  I had about eight feet of passageway before it widened into the vast, open expanse of the barn’s center.  I couldn’t see my father, but I knew he must be near the light switch, some fifty feet from me.

“It ain’t feeding time,” he said to the horses.  “You seen them two gooks?  Both’d be good, but either one’ll do.”  A minute later, his boots clopped across the sawdust.  I heard him snap on the light in the feed room and yell, “Hah!”

With my heart like a jackhammer in my chest, I threw my shoulder against the side door only to find Jolene had latched it from the outside.  In the feed room, my father tossed bags of corn and bales of hay out of his way.  He said, “It ain’t right, them gooks shooting Edgecomb like that.”

I gulped a deep breath and crawled to the nearest stall.  Our old buckskin mare, her tan coat flaked with dried mud, stared at me.   I spotted the darkest corner, ripped a square of hay from the feed bin, and hunkered down so low that my behind smacked into sawdust and manure.  I covered myself with the hay as best I could.  In the feed room, my father sideswiped a plastic bucket full of grooming tools, their metal edges scraping across the concrete floor.

A point in the center of my head throbbed.  My knees ached.  I squeezed my eyes shut and pressed my spine harder against the plank-board wall.  Head bowed, fingers steepled between where my breasts would someday be, I prayed two things with soft words that swirled feathery puffs of air against my knuckles: first, that he wouldn’t see me tucked in the corner of this tiny stall, and second, that if he did, he would get whatever he was going to do over with quick.

Back in the main part of the barn, my father jerked the light switch a half-dozen times.  He yelled, “You in here, you Communist?”

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15 thoughts on “Small as a Mustard Seed Wins MWSA Silver Medal for Literary Fiction”

  1. SL_Coelho (@SL_Coelho)

    Congratulations Shelli!! What fantastic news, of course to those of us who’ve read your book it comes as no surprise. You are so deserving of this. Warmest congratulations to you!

  2. AWESOMENESS?! Congrats Shelli! This is wonderful news! I celebrate along with the others on this great accomplishment. WAY TO GO!! 🙂

    1. Hi Deone!

      Thanks so much. It was awesomeness, I must say. That book is so close to my heart; it really means a lot to me that it was recognized. And thanks to you, my friend, for stopping by and wishing me well. Cheers!

  3. Hi Shelli, been crazy busy these last few months with, what else – work and writing! 🙂 But have been meaning to pop on and say congratulations on this, fantastic news – and as others have said, the book is deserving of it, hope all is well and look forward to news on other projects. Great stuff, good on you!

    1. Hi Tom!

      I’m so glad you’re crazy busy writing ~ makes me happy to hear that. Thanks so much for the good wishes & the fabulous compliment. Made me smile this morning. 🙂 I will keep you informed on my latest novel, don’t worry. 😀 Cheers, my friend.

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